Wednesday, May 25, 2005
~ My Entry After A Year ~
10:03:00 pm
I just realised something... It's been exactly a year since I started blogging... My first entry wasn't a very happy one... But it was that entry which kept me blogging persistently till this very day... And I guess, today's entry wouldn't be a happy one either...
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It was a mistake... Old wounds are bleeding again... It was totally unintentional... I was just browsing through my old folders in the computer and I happened to stumble upon those old chat logs... I know I shouldn't have read through them again but I just couldn't help it... Like the old saying: Curiosity kills the cat... Maybe for my case, curiosity is hurting my heart...
Delete them?
I just don't have the heart to... Those fond and happy memories... *Sigh*...
Get a life?
I have already moved on... I'm happy now... And no, I'm not in denial...
Just that... *Sigh*... I don't know how to describe it in words... Sometimes, it just appears on my mind unexpectedly... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I can't believe it... After a year, my entry is still about HIM...
It was all my mistake............................
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
